[And she's not convinced by his either. She doesn't know what she wants, but the fact that he's not even apologized, that he kept trying to defend it...]
Only because I have never written it down here, or I suppose you might have stolen that one as well! As it is, you've still given out something that can kill.
[ ...And until she acknowledges she's making her own excuses there's nothing to apologize over. She can throw stones all she wants. If she can't even realize there is nothing he gave out that can kill because no one ever even physically held a part of it to read it nevermind enough to do anything. Add that to the fact the person who knows is Gilgamesh, this argument of hers is just a stupid inability to communicate properly.
But she's also gone and crossed a line now. ]
--Enough, child.
'Satisfied with what I've done?'
You battle me constantly on trust and truth and yet it is you who can't even confront me honestly about why this has hurt you so much? Instead, you wage war with extreme possibilities you know hold no water here in your fear and self-hate. All I have seen come out you thus far is how devastated you are of what the people who know of this now think of you because of me.
...Who the fuck do you think you are, my mother?
If all you care about is everything you've mouthed off to me since deviating from it being a lack of respect to do what i did without even trying to ask you first, then waste your time with the ones I have sullied your reputation with-- starting and ending with the King of Heroes.
At least you know he will not lie to you. At least someone involved is trustworthy, but it's not me.
I suspect you won't listen to him, either, though. All you want to do is hang yourself for what you've made to be you'd crime and you'd rather drag everyone down with it than let any of them pull you out of it.
[ that's all he hears. All of this is stupid, petty , over the top and being made into something it's not because of her own insecurities she will not acknowledge. She is throwing a fit over Gilgamesh finding out what a vile and terrible Human being she is. And while he is sure that is not the actual case for this fear and lashing out, Sieglinde is apparently incapable of doing anything but belittling Masamune. Nothing he points out will be seen as anything but a defense or excuse. Therefore he can't make her change her tune.
But, shit, if you want to lay a proverbial snack down on someone, at least accuse them properly. ]
Dig into me all you like with this approach, but you'll be hard pressed to draw blood.
[ Just stop talking to him. He has more important things to do, like make sure you don't get murdered or tortured as live bait. ]
[It's all wrong. Why didn't he believe her? Why did she have to say it so plainly- how could it not be obvious to him? Why did he think Gilgamesh had anything to do with why she was angry beyond the fact that he told someone. Why did he not think about of this was wrong?]
I already said why! You betrayed me! You stole from me! You kept it from me! You don't seem to think any of that is wrong, but it is! I trusted you, and didn't trust me at all- You went behind my back and you can't even say it wasn't right?
My reputation with Gilgamesh is the least of my worries! But maybe you are right- at least he has not lied to me as you have!
You have my thanks for showing me how foolish I've been all these months!
[She never should have trusted anyone again after the Witch Forest. After the lies. How naive she'd been, to think the Outside World might be different.]
I made a mistake. But if you can only see my reasoning as an excuse to why it was right rather than why I felt it was necessary to do it that way, then there's nothing I can do.
[ it's too bad that she can't get past that feeling enough that he feels he can apologize and she will understand he is sincere. Apologizing without explaining intent seems pointless to him.
However, although he could interfere and elaborate without needing her prompt and assume she will listen once it all sinks in so he can properly apologize, well... perhaps this is a better plan to keep her safe right now, anyway. ]
Hate me all you like, then. You have plenty of reason.
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Only because I have never written it down here, or I suppose you might have stolen that one as well! As it is, you've still given out something that can kill.
I hope you are satisfied with what you have done!
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But she's also gone and crossed a line now. ]
--Enough, child.
'Satisfied with what I've done?'
You battle me constantly on trust and truth and yet it is you who can't even confront me honestly about why this has hurt you so much? Instead, you wage war with extreme possibilities you know hold no water here in your fear and self-hate. All I have seen come out you thus far is how devastated you are of what the people who know of this now think of you because of me.
...Who the fuck do you think you are, my mother?
If all you care about is everything you've mouthed off to me since deviating from it being a lack of respect to do what i did without even trying to ask you first, then waste your time with the ones I have sullied your reputation with-- starting and ending with the King of Heroes.
At least you know he will not lie to you. At least someone involved is trustworthy, but it's not me.
I suspect you won't listen to him, either, though. All you want to do is hang yourself for what you've made to be you'd crime and you'd rather drag everyone down with it than let any of them pull you out of it.
[ that's all he hears. All of this is stupid, petty , over the top and being made into something it's not because of her own insecurities she will not acknowledge. She is throwing a fit over Gilgamesh finding out what a vile and terrible Human being she is. And while he is sure that is not the actual case for this fear and lashing out, Sieglinde is apparently incapable of doing anything but belittling Masamune. Nothing he points out will be seen as anything but a defense or excuse. Therefore he can't make her change her tune.
But, shit, if you want to lay a proverbial snack down on someone, at least accuse them properly. ]
Dig into me all you like with this approach, but you'll be hard pressed to draw blood.
[ Just stop talking to him. He has more important things to do, like make sure you don't get murdered or tortured as live bait. ]
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I already said why! You betrayed me! You stole from me! You kept it from me! You don't seem to think any of that is wrong, but it is! I trusted you, and didn't trust me at all- You went behind my back and you can't even say it wasn't right?
My reputation with Gilgamesh is the least of my worries! But maybe you are right- at least he has not lied to me as you have!
You have my thanks for showing me how foolish I've been all these months!
[She never should have trusted anyone again after the Witch Forest. After the lies. How naive she'd been, to think the Outside World might be different.]
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But if you can only see my reasoning as an excuse to why it was right rather than why I felt it was necessary to do it that way, then there's nothing I can do.
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He's the one-]
Then do nothing!
[How foolish.]
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However, although he could interfere and elaborate without needing her prompt and assume she will listen once it all sinks in so he can properly apologize, well... perhaps this is a better plan to keep her safe right now, anyway. ]
Hate me all you like, then. You have plenty of reason.
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If she hated him, maybe it would be less painful.
But she doesn't reply.]